The Return!!

Fine, maybe the title itself is kinda lame.

=.= Okay, extremely LAME.

By the way, currently I'm in Sepilok, Sabah, Malaysia (wuhoo!!! shaking my ass)

And I have a hunch, that I'll grow or expand horizontally instead of killing all the fats in my flabby arms, hips and tummy(!!!) as I had highly hoped too. *sigh*

but still, that is merely a hunch, and nothing is impossible (sounds like Adidas LOL)

So yeah, at the moment, I'm staying a nice, comfy rest house with satisfactory internet access,

anyhow. will be moving to the staff's quarter tomorrow afternoon at twelve, and it's a bungalow!

Hahah I think Lady Luck has her eyes on me recently for I got more than what I had bargained for!

Yay!

I was wandering helplessly in loss, sweating profusely, hunting for a cheap lodging, and suddenly, I received a call, and that's how I got my bungalow. hahahha Shall take pics of it tomorrow and post it here.

Talking about Lady Luck, few days ago someone asked me out (is it considered as a date? *giggles*).

And what do you know, I was on the same table with his family. Oh my gayness, it was such an awkward moment at the first, then somehow, thanks to my excellent social skills, I managed to blend in. And it was fun you know. Hehehe The father is a humorous one. The mother is a very caring, motherly like person (lame pun!!!) and 2 beautiful sisters, with the young being a shy one and the elder a jovial one.

*cough cough*

Well, personally, I think he had changed a lot, and this is a compliment for him okay. Seems like, he has grew up, a lot. Maturity, that's the word. And I do noticed that, he has started being a nice gentleman. *cough cough* (did I went overboard by over-compliment him than I supposed to?)

Kay, should stop that right now, before I kill you people with the disgusting posts of him. *chuckles*

Anyhoo, my supervisor saw my tattoo today, and I was like , oh shit. But, apparently, she just laughed over it and it wasn't big deal to them (THEM, I mean, the whole agency. LOL just an assumption.). Phew.

But still, luckily all my working clothes has sleeves long enough to cover it. Except for my tees that's all. =(

Anyhow, I still regard tattoo as a body art, and I don't really see any needs to despise and discriminate it, right? Don't you think so? =/

Or maybe that's because of the perception from the old, stereotype conservative people, that's all.........

K, bye, chao.

p/s : Is my cupid working his ass again? =)

A Not To Be Forgotten Night

What a Halloween Night It was, boy!!!

Had been wishing for an awesome night as I don't really wanna spend another night, a festive one, in room, again. T_____T

Independence Day, Mooncake Festival, My Birthday (Can you actually believe it??!!) ,

ALL IN MY VERY OWN TINY 5M x 4M ROOM!!!

This is just so sad, right?

Damn!

And what do you know, what you wished for is what you get. ^____^

And came the call, in the evening.

And woop!!!

How happy and enthusiastic I was!!!

Plus my roommate, T-cha and L-san. ^____^

Unfortunately, details and pictures shall be remained undisclosed in order to protect those who were there's anonymity. ='(

Still, It was an awesome night ^___^

Looking forward for another one, next year I supposed.

Time to get some really matching outfits starting right now. =D

The Turn

She lifted her head and looked at the sky,

Questioningly and confused.

Frustration from the confusion,

Leads to the indecision.

Her feet made no stop,

Neither she wants to.

Every steps were aimlessly,

Till she came to a branching path.

To the Left?

Or to the Right?

To listen to her heart?

Or to seal her heart?

"Seal the heart!!! And make no more words about it!!!"

She screamed her lungs out.

With that, she made her first step to the Right.

And the Second step.

And the Third.

And hesitate at Fourth.

Her heart beating fast,

Wailing painfully,

Begging her to stop.

This time,

With no hesitancy,

She turned back,

And RUN.

She knew,

It has to be Left,

and Ignorance shall never be done.

Panting and gasping for air,

She continued to run,

Without stopping,

For every second counts.

And for every second,

She's taking the risk of losing him.

At the end of the road,

She saw,

No SIGN of him.

"Am I a fool?

A FOOL in LOVE being FOOLED by LOVE!!!"

Droplets of tears,

Flowed from her glassy eyes,

To her rosy cheeks,

And hit the rocky ground.

MLTR-That's Why (You Go Away)

I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know

Return to Nowhere

Despite walking in crowd, surrounded by familiar faces,

She felt lost and alone.

And all eyes were on her, scornfully, despicably.

How she wished the days to come to an end.

There's no way to go, no way to head, no way to run.

No matter where she goes to,

Somehow, returning to the same spot.

Trying so hard and badly,

Throwing herself into the crowd,

Indeed, is a bad idea.

Perhaps, after all, returning to Nowhere,

Seclusion,

IS the way.

The Ugly Duckling

For every each time she takes the bus, she shall bolt to the second last seat beside the window, fearing her seat to be snatched away from her. And that, is her most favourite seat of all. She would sit there, and clouds of thoughts would appear all over her disturbed mind, with her mindless gaze fixed to the window of moving pictures.

Life is very unfair indeed, she thought for herself. There was never a fairytale left for her by the angels, though she's the ugly duckling herself. Since she was young,she had never felt the warm loving touch by the man of the family. Disowned, that is, for she was born a girl. And with the arrival of another ugly duckling, a female, shattered the family portrait.

The sisters were both separated from the brother, as male ducklings are much favoured over the females. And the man, did not even show any remorse, while the she watched her mother shedding pearls of tears, every single night. Grudge and hatred were developed, and she vowed, she shall see no more of him, let him alone, to die on the streets, she shall has no sympathy empathy for this monstrous man.

Among the swarm of ducks, she was to endure the pain of being teased and humiliated, and the laughters were painfully ringing loud in her ears. They sneered at her, the abandoned one... And she tried to run away, but finding herself returning to the reality.

Clock winded forward, and she saw him and the favoured one. The mother welcomed the favoured one back to the nest. Angered and raged was she, as again, she was turned away over him. How she wished to end his eenie meenie tiny puny life and she dreams of it for every night, and waking up every morning with a smirk on her face. But there's no need for her to lay her finger on him, for soon after that, beatings occur, and there he went, being chased out from her castle.

And the man starting giving her calls, and how the hatred over these years had turned her, she slammed the phone, cursing him for his entire life. There is no way she can ever open up her heart for him, for where was him, when she needs a cuddle, and where was him again when she was discouraged, and where was him, to protect her when she felt insecure, and where was him, to fight off the teasings, mockings, bullies when she was laughed for being disowned, abandoned.

She might be the ugliest duckling of the family, with no one to turn to, but deep in her heart, she knows that one day, she shall blossom into the most beautiful swan. There's no need for revenge exaction, for with the pride in her chest, by turning the man who abandoned her away and disowning him would be the sweetest one ever.

Capsule - Love or Lies

Am flabbergasted by his keyboard works. =D